My daughter , my Son,
I suffer death when my Will wants to operate some good in the creature
and if she turns her back to the Grace that I offer her.
If the creature is disposed to do that good,
-it is as if my Will multiplied another life.
if the creature is reluctant,
– it is as if my Will suffered a death.
if the creature is not in continuous act of doing my Will,
– she receives as many deaths for as many times as she does not do It. (….)*
Look at how many deaths you suffer:
– each time you want Me and you do not find Me is a real death for you,
because you really do not see Me and do not feel Me.
This is death for you – it is martyrdom.
And that which is death for you can be life for others.”